My happening social life

Life is so busy and hectic these days that I don’t have time even to think less alone write…but when I do have tym,I think is this all I wanted??…busy bustling life with no tym to think of oneself…c’mon how many dayz hav passed by since I last saw the looks of a salon…I cant even remember …yeah yu can imagine the looks of me…but then what..i dun hv time…studying is a solitary process…I dunt see daylights often…mostly m asleep or studyin…its as if m visitin india…my bio clock is topsy turvy…I sleep at five in The morn and get up at one in the noon…my evenins are spent studyin and eating…my friends have forgotten the looks of me and I believe I’ve gained at least five kgs sinc last month…all I do is sleep and eat…its been years since I’ve taken a look at one decent friendly face ,talked to…and when I did see one I talked so much that the person thought im nuts!!!he actually had to force me back home…c’mon…should this happen!!!why oh why…. and to think of it I think m actually goin insane…to really go back in the society I even took up a birthday party invitation from a college friend…well,I knw its childish…but I needed to communicate to the outer world…so what ,if I din know any of her friends…I thought I’ll pull it off…I carefully dressed for the occasion…and can u believe it…she had the audacity to keep a luncheon in this sweltering heat…but still…not backing off I decided to go in and again be a social butterfly(if I ever was,even if I wasn’t ever ever,I was deff gonna b one now)…so juss imagine…enter me in the beautifully lit café..i saw a hoard of unfamiliar girls sitting as if in a mourning…can yu imagine no one was speaking to another…what happened to the gud ol’ days of chattering females??i wondered…so there was my cute friend who practically sat oceans apart from me the whole time…and I was seated with a gal with the fame of the ‘snob’ of the college who I think actually thought I was hitting on her or sumthing….maybe wondered if I were a lesbo,the kindaf luks she was givin me….ugggghhh!!!and lukin at my ever increasing size(to think I was as thin as a rake b’fore)..from oceans apart my friend asks me…”why don’t you order,I know yu’d love to” with a smug….of course there were other much larger beauties than me but I don no y I was rewarded with that opportunity….anyhow I managed to tell my preferences and asked the others too…so my social hangout turned out to be pizza cheese stickin in my teeth and me smiling broadly,maybe there was oregano and chilly flakes in there too…and the others gaping at me as I chattered away happily unaware,drinkin my cola and talkin nonsensical stuff…I was happy that I made them laugh,nw m not sure on what they were laughin…at my chitchat or my sinister smile!!!

Chalo at least I made them smile!!!yu can imagine what a disaster it was…and the irony…the cheese on my teeth and me describing them how I was selected as one of the beautiful girls of the college….oh goddd!!!!so so embarrassing…and I actually liked all of them…even the snob one who turned out to b really pretty and nice…I think I was so astonished that shes sweet, I showed it too much …so much so that she imagined me as something else….the last straw was when I was leavin she also stood up and said that she shoud b goin as well…and I commented…honey!it seems u liked me so much that u wana go away with me,just like a couple….hehehe…can u imagine the look on her face……she actually haltered …I know its cheesy but then she was behaving in a way that she had it comin on…I was gloating….my!!she would run if she ever saw me on streets…m a bad bad girl…but still it was the only fun part of the whole outing….and after that affair,I m never goin out even if someone drags me towards the door….m better off with buks…thay are so comforting,they neither laugh nor sneer at yu….people and me have an inverse relationship… I jusss looooove scarin them away…